*Uh oh//

2006-10-14T16:02:00.000+08:00

lalas.. exams over.. no no.. left one stupid chinese Os.. ><>< gdness.. since sec 1 i wanted to swim n till now... zzz. stupid swimsuit.. stupid parents.. argh..

anws! im still bored... i haf a whole list of stuff i wanna buy n shop for lo.. mannn if onli i had all the money in the world.. wahahaha! n if i was free.. as in free from home.. lols. i would go travel ard singapore n play!! (yeaaaaa i noe singapore is simply too SMALL but haha better den nth).. hmm if i were to b left rotting at home.. den nvm.. at least intro games ma!!! wahhh xteme sian can?! firz time in the hols.. or rather after exams.. i'm so bored lo... haiss...

well gradnite.. haha the nxt major event for whole council.. i very happi leh! got achievement hahaha.. but still tryin to figure out sme stuff la.. >< nvm.. i shall work hard! ho ho ho...

lalaass i tink i'm going mad soon.. i wanna get outta tis 'prison'!! i wanna swim!! sme1 bring mi go swimmmm..... ='(((

oh wells.. lalalas... save mi lehh... im bored.. sme1 teach mi how to enjoy life in er prison?? gah gah gah...

2006-09-09T12:08:00.000+08:00

wahh bad news seh.. im falling sick.. having sore throat gah gah.. die la.. hope i realli get well by nxt fridae lorz.. haishh...

hmm.. choir.. or rather tms chorale... sad to sae im kinda disappointed.. or rather i felt useless? dunno lar.. cuz till now i dun sense any urgency in the choir.. i can still see sme ppl playing ard.. n we cant even memorise simple parts.. or rather no effort made.. =(( sniff.. concert is nxt fridae lehh!! NXT FRIDAE LEHH!! omg.. WAKE UP CHOIR MEMBERS!!! stop drming!! hais.. MEZZOS!! ur laz chance to make up for wad u did is onli tis coming practises..

haiss.. nvm.. anw.. tis is YOUR concert.. seriously.. if u're here to read tis.. gd.. if not.. hu cares.. ya so since this is your concert.. you should make an effort to memorise.. try your best to sing.. if you think you can't sing well.. then practise! no one will ever stop you from singing.. seriously our poor chairman and vice-chair and everyone would be so glad to hear a piece sang perfectly.. come on guys.. GET SERIOUS!!!

blah blah. gahhh feeling so horrible.. i cant sing!!!! argh. how saddening.. stupid sore throat!! GET LOST!! *coughs coughs*

alrite. done wif my ranting.. time to start work.. zzzzzzz..

2006-09-02T19:40:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhh sales of tix is bad.. =( sniff.. nobody buys the tix!! >< gah gah gah. i wan bite ppl.. hahaz..

lemme repeat:
TEMASEK CHORALE DEBUT CONCERT!!!
15th September
NAFA 7.30pm.. free seating..
$12 bucks nia..

cme cme cme okies?? heh.. ask ur frens.. family.. boyfriend.. girlfriend.. gays.. lesbians.. [opps] haha juz jking.. juz ask everyone who's interested!! =D

anw.. bac to my own life.. haha. MANGO!! still crazy over her tho she doesnt play wif me.. sniff.. she's veh veh veh cuteeee!!!! xD to me la..

hmm sme1 teach mi taming hamster skills leh.. i've tried so hard but ehhh doesnt work >< stupid mango..

2006-08-20T22:55:00.000+08:00

yay!! im so happi!! guess waD?? hehehhee.. i bought... a hamster!! =DD lalala~ it's called.. MANGO! haha.. cute hor?? heh =p firz time having a hamster at home.. wheee.. so happi.. but i still cant play wif it.. muz wait till tmr >< nvm i shall b patient!! mango shall b patient n wait till i return home to play wif u kieS?? anw i dunno if it's a guy or ger =X heh

i love MANGO!!! xD

2006-07-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

whoa.. almost a mth since i laz updated.. kekez. =x

sch's boring as usual.. got all the remedials lyk almost everydae.. GAH so boring!! n guess wad.. choir's gonna haf a concert! ho ho ho.. can i sae we're working kinda hard? lolss.. got new instructor named miss Lee ^^ she's erm wells sarcastic but productive. i lyk her in a wae n not the other.. LOLx. she's better den ms lye =X kekez.. n btw.. 'aint no mountain high enough' sucks!! it's bloody high for me n ya cant reach

hmm ANW.. choir concert is... 15sept.. NAFA.. ^^ limited seats wor.. HEHE.. interested?? den CME!! order tix frm me =p price i guess is between 8 - 15.. cheap cheap nia.. [nah i noe no one reads my blog but er juz bored n self-entertaining =)]

oh oh sec 1 induction was juz over.. kinda interesting.. but i was bored since i got nth to do. GAH n i din get a chance to b in the interview.. NO FUN!! =( but nvm since it's over...

hmm thursdae i went to support tag for their comp.. whoo!! they won CHAMPS for senior team.. CONGRATS man!! ^^ junior team muz jia you!! haha..

alrite.. i'll go slp agn.. kekez.. cya guys..! =)) rmb order tix ahh.. =p

2006-06-23T10:10:00.000+08:00

heyo guys!! im bac frm all the camps.. or rather juz council n choir camp.. so sad!!! sniff sniff..

let's start frm council camp..
1st dae
games.. blah blah.. dinner! =D we prepared this so called grand dinner juz for the sec 4s.. tho it was kinda screwed in one wae or the other.. the sec 4s dun mind! =D they r so nice. =) their dining table was so nice lo.. dere r scraped pineapples too! [originally for pineapple rice =((] anw.. nxt was the serving of brownies! =D i din get to serve cuz was kinda kpo-ing at the standown part =((
nxt was standown!!! we had a grand entrance for the sec 4s!! =D garlands for them.. heehee.. den was slideshow.. performance.. hahaha.. the performances were equally nice la =)) den was speeches! omg.. it was so saddening.. i mean touching.. or wadeva la.. everyone was crying la.. im so so so gonna miss mad mad n of cuz the other sec 4s.. =(( sniff sniff.. den we gave the gifts to our sec 4s.. (a pair of slippers wif handmade hanger..) i hope they liked it.. (esp mad mad=p)
also.. i made one bouquet of balloons for my buddy.. mad mad.. i tink it's nice.. haha.. hope she tinks it's nice too ^^ got significance one ok! well tt nite i din realli slp lar.. onli had ard 2 hrs of slp the most... (dun scold me)
2nd dae
SANDCASTLE! haha.. it was fun to build sandcastle man.. esp when it's kinda big.. n it's oso the firz time building sandcastle for me! =X so fun fun fun..
when we return.. we haf our new presidents of council! =D P: DIANA!! VP: JANE!! *clap clap*..
den brk camp lo.. so sad! the sec 4s wanted to treat us ICE CREAM. but sme XTRA person went to defrost it cuz she tot it was for BBQ.. STUPID IDIOT!!! argh!
but ya anw.. i will miss the sec 4s =((

choir camp!!
omg.. it was lyk juz the nxt dae.. n im lyk half dead when it was juz the firz dae of choir camp..
1st dae:
choir to start of wif.. gdness failed as a sectional leader.. it was horrible.. tt i broke down >< dunno why oso lar..
nxt games games games.. i onli played water games.. ho ho.. ohoh!! mi wen n lich cooked an egg!!! it was farni n disgusting.. lol.
den we haf our confidence walk.. hahahah!! so farni!! so fun!!! the rest had to watch one comedy n one horror movie(halffwaee) b4 they went for the walk.. mi n wen stationed at tt humanities area.. heehee!! =D so fun!!
slping time.. tis time i slept longer.. ard 6 hrs?? too tired lar.. n i dunno how deb n huihoon can do hw dere lar.. gdness..
2nd dae:
games games games..
choir! omg.. horrible!!! i suck as an sectional leader.. i haf failed again.. gdness.. *faints*
den brk camp! =D yay home swt home..

smetimes i juz cant stand sme ppl.. they were so erm. jing zhang over small tiny things.. -.- n they were lazy themselves pls.. gdness.. stupid mushroom lar.. she is lyk suck.. ok nvm..

anw~ i enjoyed both camps esp COUNCIL camp.. =p i definately miss the sec 4s.. =(( i wish they could stay much longer to guild us along.. haish.. ya tt's all folks.. =)) cya again!

2006-05-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

whee.. so long since i last blogged.

juz came bac frm pahang ytd. miss me? =p

pahang was fun.. juz couldnt stand myself being dirty n feeding leeches and mosquitoes.>< I MISS HOME!! i miss the people here, my comfy bed and of cuz the nice n clean toilet!! =x
haha the toilets dere r kinda disgusting la.. but well.. i used mrs loke's toilet.. so haha.. it felt better.

let mi explain briefly wad i did.
dae 1 arrived late at this i forgot wad place. got this tourguide named 'WAN'.. yeps.. we slept at this chalet instead of camping out due to arriving late and the bad weather i guess.
dae 2 we went canopy walk and treking bac.. feeding leeches!!! horrible creatures. and also this crap shoot rapids..
dae 3 was treking to cave but i din went in. n u noe wad?! omg MORE LEECHES!! but haha! Mark had a lighter to ermm fry them.. kekez.. den we went orang asli village. they are cool people.. =))
dae 4 flying fox and water rafting crap. the river was disgusting.. and our rafting was total crap.. n imagine bathing in public using this swimming pool shower..(wif clothes on of cuz).. haha.. firz n laz time im doing tt..
ALSO! our reunion dinner! so happi to see erm people.. n friends. =)
last would b the bus to the train station. train delayed for one hr..
dae 5 w0oh0o! im on the train!! slping.. but kinda noisy =X entered singapore at 1145. im still at woodlands. 1400.. IM HOME!!! at last man. =)

hmm orverall.. pahang was fun n cool. met nice people n of cuz sme whom i kind of dislike. =x i seriously miss home n friends.. now im happi!

im also tag-sick.. auditions was gd. all got in. gd luck to them.
sad the seniors are leaving =((

hmm tt's all folks. miss ya guys loads. smile!

2006-04-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO MYSELF! =p

yay!! =D i wan to thank all those who had wished mi happy birthdae.. those who gave mi prezzies.. and everyone! =)

but sadly.. todae is oso my oral n meeting....

miss low was my oral cher.. i was firz up thx to the meeting lo!!! >< damn scary.. the topic was crap too... hais.. fail le fail le..

meeting was.. hais.. suan le.. dun mention abt it.. but wells.. so boring lo!!! knn.. i wan kill ppl..

hmm once more.. THANKS GUYS! =))

2006-04-02T17:49:00.000+08:00

WHEE~!!!! the musical is FINALLY OVER!!
CHEERS TO ALL!!!! ^^

yayness.. after all the hard work.. hahaha! it's over! =D im happi not bcuz it's finally over.. but also bcuz it's kind of an achievement.. =)) choir seems more.. bonded? in sme ways yea..

wells the firz dae at kallang.. tech check blah blah. kind of boring tt i actually fell aslp.. haha..

nxt dae was the matinee already.. the make-up was lyk.. OMG~ so thick!! n chers actually said 'NOT ENUFF!!... u guys look SO PALE on stage!' haha.. tt was farni.. hmm the performance.. wasnt grt tt dae lar.. lyk things went rong.. BUT! hahha.. the kids kind of enjoyed them.. ^^

laz dae at kallang.. our laz performance.. laz make up.. haha.. it wasnt VERY GRT too.. but grt improvements! ^^ the experience was wonderful.. tchers said it was FANTASTIC! we can see tears of joy flowing.. sme luffing n sme crying.. everyone was emotional..

hmm those 3 daes were grt.. mi deb man ning hui hoon jane gossiped! ho ho.. "sperm&8910..." HAHAHA! *laughters* ^^ i love them! n of cuz the others in the room too.. EXCEPT sme ppl la yea.. *shall not mention =X*

well well.. musical over.. made many frens.. din realli lower my stress level tho.. hmm alotta things lar.. cant mention all. overall.. IM HAPPY!

WE LOVE FANNY! ^^

2006-03-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. 25th march.. DEBBIE"S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO YA DARLING!!! =D

hmm had musical rehearsal whole dae till 6 sia. my costume was lyk.. dropping?! had to go alter.. 2nd time already lehs.. gah. had sucha hard time walking ard pulling tt stupid costume up after every 2 steps.. hmm the whole picture is quite cool lar.. but im kinda sian of it. tired ahh.. haha..

wells. aniwae.. we had dinner tgt at seoul garden! to celebrate deb n nise's birthdaes. ^^ hope she likes the prezzie heehee..

ah im kinda pissed. argh. pls do note tt if U tink U r perfect, look at URSELF in the mirror n PUKE firz. =)) hah. happy puking!! ^^

2006-03-24T19:55:00.000+08:00

argh. tis few daes is kinda sucky sia. >< was soooo bz tt i've got no time for recess n lunch.. hais.. so many things happening at the same time now.... argh. musical.. council.. sch.. blah blah..

aye stress la..... n im tired! gimme a break pls...... =((

2006-03-22T23:53:00.000+08:00

ahh.. lectures suck.. gahh.. i wanna bite ppl...

sniff sniff =((

2006-02-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

wahh~!! stress stress STRESS!!! can u guys imagine i actually haf SIX freaking tests in juz ONE short week!! n wadz amazing is tt.... i actually haf THREE test in juz ONE damn short dae! omg!!! tt's lyk.. STRESS!!

one week.. i believe everyone's bz in tt one wk.. and im kinda bz too. n how to study?!?! i dunno why the teachers haf to squeeze all the tests in tt particular week lor.. haish..

im actually very worried for all my subj.. esp maths.. i dunno why.. eric tan is a gd cher.. but he's too chim for mi to understand wadz he's tryin to sae.. so i dun understand.. hais~

hist.. oh man.. verma is juz reading the textbk.. i dunno wad she tokin aniwae..
physics.. im veh confused.. haha.. dunno why..
bio.. lela abit sot sot de.. hmm n tt 'popquiz' paper tt we did for hw. was lyk freaking hard tt i dun even noe how to do a single qns.. n im scared!!

chinese. hais.. i dunno abt tt lar. but i tend to forget meanings of words.. n my tian xie han zi sucks lor...n of cuz chinese summary.. is sure fail one lar..

ahh!! how how how?? *screams* i nid help in subj!!! hais.. wished i was smarter n hardworking.. =( wish mi luck den.. *sobx sobx*

2006-01-17T21:53:00.000+08:00

hais still bored..

haha.. adriano got in!! woohoo!! cheers for him!! =D quite unexpected but haha.. still congrats! =D jia you jia you!!

hmm.. sch's still the same.. wif the same ppl n same lousy teachers.. stupid verma onli started history todae.. wth rite?! n she's so freakin sloooooooooooooow.....

hmmmm charity concert.. haha.. funky hairstyle.. how how how?? ani idea??

aye sec 3 life ahh lyk very bz.. i feel lyk slping every now n then.. zzz.. muz jia you! =D

2006-01-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

sian sian sian..

sch daes are boring especially wif verma n sme lousy teachers.. hais.. bored..

hmm wells.. cca orientation for choir was on mon n wed.. i can see tt tis yr.. surprisingly quite a number of sec 1 boys are interested in joining choir!! woohoo!! dere's hope for choir!!! =D hope tis yr dere will b more sec 1s.. =)

dere's our sch's musical again tis yr ard march.. choir's gonna start wif rehearsals.. zzz.. gonna b quite bz i guess.. hope the costume's nice.. mrs loke told us roughly wad we gonna wear.. hais..... i dun lyk it.. =( but wells... nvm~

hmm charity concert.. anione going?? heh.. =D

aye sch's realli sian.. i wanna stay home.. =((

2006-01-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

FIRST dae of sch.. 3rd jan.. wells.. tok tok tok.. all they do is tok n tok n tok.. haha..
ima in 3I.. =) got loadsa frens i noe dere.. =) n of cuz erm had new frens lar..
sad case.. form cher.. VERMA.. sian.. teaching hist n er SS.. humanities die ler..
but lucky! got gd chers too.. mubarak =)
STILL! i got lela.. hais.. nvm.. REN3!

hmmm.. had abit of sec 1 orientation todae.. paired up wif jeff to do sme stationin n 'walkin' ard the sch wif the sec 1s..

den laz.. sang b'd song for mad mad.. once again. HAPPY BIRTHDAE MADELINE! ^^ den had cake lor..

hmm lessons start tmr.. still in hol mood.. haha.. dun feel lyk studyin.. zzz... i hope verma isnt tt boring.. n er.. the new 'ALIVE!' thingy is er sme interesting stuff unlike 7 habits which was quite boring? =X yea.. verma.. wish mi luck.

cya my new frens.. new classmates.. n of cuz.. my old frens =))

2006-01-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

heyo visitors.. thx guys for erm reviving my blog at times.. i guess i shall try to update more tis yr..
hmm sch's gonna start tmr.. n it's also.. my dear madeline's b'd!! =D HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAE MAD MAD! xD

hmm.. sch starts.. im scared.. sec 3 ler..
im scared.
i dun wanna fail loads of subjs...
i dun wanna b lazy...
i dun wanna slack so much... etc etc.. x(

so now! i shall TRY to work harder.
to slack much lesser.
to aim for better results.
to b a gd girl =D etc.. hurhur

i seriously hope i can try to achieve at least those above..
wells.. bio + hist.. not very confident.. but.. i try.. hope chers i get r better den tis yr.. =)

cya guys.. may 2006 b a even better yr for every single one of u! ^^

2006-01-01T12:46:00.000+08:00

ello everyone!
HAPPY NEW YEAR~!!
wahahahaz.. it's a brand new 2006 n everythin starts all over again.. wheeeeee.... n new yr's coming real soon.. 29jan.. =D i cant wait~!!
hmm btw merry belated christmas... haha..

wells laz thurs the sec 4 farewell.. glad tt most sec 4s enjoyed it. =) but quite sad to see them leave..

hmmmmm... rmb to support ADRIANO frm campus superstar!! =DD

cya guys when sch re-opens...

*jian bao is boring... zzz doubt they wil mark too..

2005-12-22T12:54:00.000+08:00

wooohoooo~!! bac frm council camp! so fun! =D firz dae was 'serious' stuff n EXCO NITE!! omg.. i love exco nite.. lala~ bonding!! =D n of cuz we had to discuss sme stuff for the nxt 2 daes of council camp too.. haha

2nd dae.. wahhhh rafting.. we had to anihow build our own raft... n raft.. er haha.. wells... firz time. unsuccessful lar.. but after we replan n rebuild.. wheeeeee our raft moveddd.. lol.. we had a competition between the other 5 grps.. n we came in 3rd!! =D sense of achievement ^^v

laz dae.. the incredi-race plus beach games.. fun too lar... =D but i was so tired tt i slept whenever im on a bus.. haha..

overall.. council camp was fun! i enjoyed it very much.. xD wells.. im very tired.. zzz.. cya guys on fridae for duty again.. haha

2005-11-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

whoo! grad nite on 23rd.. choir sang grad song.. wells wells not veh gd la but nvm.. lols... tt nite was quite cool.. but er.. i din lyk tt lawrence emcee... yuck.. =X

den nxt.. tag performance on temasek's 25th anniversary.. hmm.. miss lee commented tt it's nice n the best of all tt she had seen.. WHEEE~ but! sadly ppl were busy eating lar huh.. hmm after everythin.. wells.. balloon taking time! opps.. hahaz.. they had balloons all over the place.. so we all went to take lo.. kekez..
the farni thing is tt some of them breathed in helium frm the balloons.. n tok lyk sme.. i dunno wad.. they even sang.. haha farney~

hmm 26th.. SOE.. choir performed again.. lol.. not bad lar.. but veh sad! no jap song.. wahhh ='( the jap song is lyk nice lor.. den sme of us went for movie.. nice.. =)

ahhh sian sian.. haven started on hw.. kena scold frm parents lo.. zzzz. nvm.. haf a nice dae then..byebye

2005-11-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

woohoo! noe results le.. yayness~ n i got into bio + elect hist! mwa firz choice lehs.. heh heh.. =X

happi~~ lala~wheeee! n i hope i can get into same class as abi.. kekez... xP

ahhhhhhhhh im JEALOUS! i wan hamsterrrrrrrrr........ =( so sad.. mum n dad dun allow hamsters dun allow dogs.. onli allow fish.. wahhh! so sad.. =((((

hmm tag n choir tmr.. whee~ kokomo!

im bored! x)

2005-11-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

yay.. new blogskin.. nice nice? so cute! =p ahh im bored.. my blog is sooo dead..

wells.. hols r boring.. but at least dere's still sme things to do..

few daes of TAG prac.. fun is all i can sae.. onli U noe ;)

council is getting bz.. but i seem to b slacking.. oh wells~

tuition.. hmm.. slack la.. but heh interesting

ahh im bored.. tag tag tag.. tis is soo dead x(

2005-10-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

hais.. exams over.. n todae i juz got back my results.. damn sad seh.. i juz got a borderline pass for all my subj.. [x.x] tis yr is so shitty la.. teachers sucked.. exam qns sucked.. n of cuz i sucked at studies too la.. hais.. so shi bai..

maths.. total failure man.. i aimed for a grade lyk A2 or sth.. but wad i got is juz a pass.. omg.. can u believe it? juz a pass?! wth.. i was so frreaking disappointed in myself lor.. i couldnt believe i was so careless n stupid.. my confidence is all lost due to tis exam.. damn sad.. depressed...

science.. another hope.. but wells.. lost tis hope once again.. another 'juz a pass' for myself.. hais.. the paper was so hard for mi.. not tt i din study lor.. i did.. but still.. haiss.. nvm...

hist.. wells.. i passed for the FIRST time.. so overall.. is fail lo.. hais.......

eng.. killer.. i din lyk the cher hu marked the papers.. it was too strict.. half the class failed paper 2.. wth rite? mabbe cuz i wasnt prepared.. wadeva la... ayeee...

wells.. no mood to continue wif the rez of the subj.. im realli sad.. depressed.. disappointed in myself.. wad happened to me?! my results dropped too much.. frm an average grade to a 'juz a pass'.. i guess i played too much b4 the exams.. even during exams im not worried for my exams.. i realised my mistakes.. hais.. tis yr simple sucked.. a failure in my life.. i wanna cry.. but i cant.. i dunno wad is rong wif mi... can u tell mi??

i dun haf the guts to tell my parents abt my results.. it's so so so bad.. haiss... simple hope i dun go normal or retain? hais....

2005-09-20T21:30:00.000+08:00

hais.. time realli flies sia.. it seems so long since i laz updated but actually times passes realli quickly. tis period of time, many many things happened. hais...

laz saturdae, choir performed at sentosa, the musical fountain. wells, audience kinda sucked? they r lyk fanning themselves while the 2 choirs tried their best to perform well for them. wad shit rite.. but nvm leh if they dun listen. they din even clapped!! wad shit. hais.. nvm.. suan ler.. hng! afterall i still enjoyed myself? the musical fountain was nice la.. so cute.. hahaz...

den juz ytd, had sci test.. on digestion and circuit problems.. DIE LOR!! so freaking hard la. wad shit. stupid eddie tan. so stupid n yet so clever. wah kao! i din study much lo. hais.. my fault oso la. but i din understand a single shit on digestion!! we haf to learn thru the shitty PBL but i din learn a single shit? wad shit!! den the digestion qns he gave so freakin hard la.. wah lau.. die le la.. if fail den call parents lehs.. wad shit.. die le.. fail ding le =(

after sci test.. todae got maths.. another piece of shit. but not as shitty. hahaz.. at least i noe how to do. juz tt stupid kim tu made me waste time on memorising formulae when it's not even needed. shit rite? *nods* but nvm. at least the qns not hard. juz afraid tt i made careless mistakes again.. hais.

lazly.. a big pile of shit! SHIT!! my dictionary is GONE~~!! =( sad. depressed. according to si ning, is the sec 4s take for their exam or wadeva den din return. wad shit rite. my dear dear dictionary can actually go missing. =( den hor.. zao bu yao bu jian.. wan bu yao bu jian.. XIAN ZAI BU JIAN!!! thurs chinese compo lehss.. kns.. so shitty. i curse the person hu take my dictionary.. guo ma lu bei che zhuang. zou lou ti die dao. zou lu zhuang qiang. bu de hao si! =X so evil.. hahaz.. jk la.. hope my dictionary will hui dao wo shen bian soon..

hmm.. wells, i haf nth much to sae abt u la.. if u tink tt it's roght to do tt, den go ahead lo. i haf no comments man. [but juz my opinion, pls la.. tink can? even if u dun tink for urself, tink abt others.. they haf feelings too..] aniwae.. i shant bother.. -peace-

woahh so long sehz.. hahaz.. thx to people who manage to read my whole entry without missing a single word. lol.. so long-winded =X but i spend time to type one ok! =p alrite. gd luck for ur exam everone =) study hard wor. jia you!!

xi wang ming tian hui gen hao..

2005-09-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

oOo~ oOo~ oOo~ oOo~ (x3)
new beginning oh yeah~

diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao
lalalalalala~ lalalalalala~ lalalalalala~ lalalalalala~ (x2)
highest power the tears devour
dododododododo~
diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao
come with me n tell me why
u see u close ur eyes before
all u nid will cme
diao diao diao diao diao diao
-silence-
oOo~ oOo~ oOo~ oOo~
diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao diao
i'll b ur drm i'll b ur wish i'll b ur fantasy
i'll b ur hope i'll b ur love b everything tt u nid
i'll love u more wif every breath truely madly deeply do
i will b strong i will b faithful cuz im counting on u.

a song =D

2005-08-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!! i din lyk tt! yes i din! argh. im getting kinda irritated.. yes i am! i noe a blog is not a place for u or me to complain but i juz cant stand it!! yes i am a coward tt im not brave enuff to sae tt right in ur face. but i dun care! im juz.. unhappy!!

argh. i dun understand wad was tt for?! i din understand y did u accuse mi when i tink im not THAT wrong. i mean, if u dun noe anithin.. SHUDDUP! u din understand mi afterall. yes i noe it's my fault. yes i am sorri. but hu cares aniwae. wadz the freaking prob man! i noe all was my mistake. but jux.. WHY!! why muz u do that!!! i juz din lyk it. yes i DUN! u get me?? if u hate mi. sae it den. n i hated ppl hu accused me or my frens. yes i do! simple hate it.

gdness, imagine sme1 giving u a slap, n nxt asked u to relax. wad the hell is rong wif that person!! cant u use ur brains n tink!?! argh. irritating. liar. freak u.

wells wells, seems lyk my luck wif frens r getting worst. i nid advice. yes i do. smeone tell me wad should i do pls. everything juz dun seem right now.. hais..

i realli wish for the past man.

-peace-

2005-08-24T23:21:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! my com sucks to the core man. argh
idiot freakkin lousy com wif so many lousy stuff.
hais... so many things tis few daes.
zzz... getting tired...
yays!! i love the maid man.. gonna watch it SOON! woots!!
=D =D miss lee said tt it was scary.. so coolz!!
juz cant wait.. ho ho ho
k i go slp.. "ZZzzzzz"

2005-08-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

boredom boredom boredom.
lit test tmr.. wth..
zZz.. sianed wif my current life. i nid more excitement!
aye~

i wan my haircut! =p

2005-08-15T21:42:00.000+08:00

mood swing. sucks. argh.

tt's all =)

2005-08-04T22:07:00.000+08:00

oOo la la~~ abt half a month nvr update my bloggie ler.. so dead sia.. haha. well.. alot things happened.. but i dun wish to sae much la.. lolx...
wheee!!!!! tis coming sat n sun.. the 6th n the 7th!! woohoo!! TAG performing at esplanade.. muz cme support!! okies? *nods* hahaz.. i tink if im not rong it is at open theatre. 7.30pm... =)
hmmm.... achievement! juz did the council board. fotos updated!! go see k? =pp hahaz.

[eh nth to sae le lehs.. how?]

ah-ha!!!! maplers. heh! anione playing maplesea?? anione?? hahaz... pls contact mi by msn or by blog tagboard.. heehee.. i wanna noe more frens u see =D kekez....

oh ya.. foto.. took sme class foto n council foto n choir foto.. i saw other ppl de. quality sucks seh.. den tt mdm cheng... dunno y until now ahh.. still dun wan gif us our foto la.. >.< but nvm.. im not THAT interested too.. hahaz...

[realli nth to sae lerrrrr]

cya guys ard.. update YOUR blog too! tag my board hor. whee!

[support TAG kies..!]

2005-07-16T17:45:00.000+08:00

yOz ppl.. long time no blog i guess.. hmm.. alotta things to sae lehs.. paiseh ahh.. hahaz..
[ o.n.e ] Tag competition..
hmm.. should i b happi? or should i b sad?? the competition was on 7 july thursdae night.. 10 ppl.. *denise *ryan *anavil *claire *debbie *mervyn *chewy *licia *hui wen *myself =).. we sang 2 songs (Stand By Me & Truely Madly Deeply).. wells, we got 2nd! TONE got champion lo.. =( n.. RYAN got they POTY award. ( Percussionist Of The Year) cool ehh.. whee~!! jia you ryan! so yar..
[ t.w.o ] birthdaes..
erms.. july babies.. happi birthdae! ho ho ho.. (erms.. kinda lame tho huh. but im bored ya.)
[ t.h.r.e.e ] Council!!
woohoo~ president n vice selected..(P: Han Liang VP: Sam) yay congrats! so tis means the sec 4s leaving [=(].. which oso means sec 1s r comin in.. hmm.. wonder if they r nice ppl.. hahaz.. sec 1 induction was on the thursdae 14th.. i missed the one whole hour of playing cuz of tt mdm cheng lo! idiot. but aniwae.. managed to see sme lar.. but din noe their names.. lol. so erms.. i onli enjoyed the laz part.. water games!! kena "bombed" instead of mi "bombing" others..(sounds abit kinda rong huh. lolx!)
i guess tt's abt all ba. not alot tho. hahaz.. hmm.. i hope my life is better now.. =) cya guys soon!

=[ my life has changed. im a changed person too. ]=

2005-07-03T23:46:00.000+08:00

hmm... kinda long since i laz updated. well im kinda pissed todae i shall sae. u guys may not seem to see la but im pissed.. mabbe it's juz pms or juz my attitude... wadeva it is lar.. the situation isnt gd either. lyk wth. grrr.... well.. no one understands i guess... balloon dae.. botanic garden.. orchard.. wad a "nice" place huh.

nxt thing.. tag! omg.. competition is lyk onli tis thursdae.... im so freakin scared.. =S i dun blend wif the whole grp at all lor.. haish.. hope we can win champion again sia... *prays hard*

aiyer.. sian lar.. im sick of tis world.. tell mi how do i change.. or how can i make myself feel better... =( haishhhh.. my world is changing....

2005-06-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

dere r sme things tt i juz dun understand y.. can sme1 juz tell mi?...
y izit tt u r alwaes liddat.. y.. n y izit tt U r alwaes lyk tt... n y is it tt you r lyk tis? dere r so many things tt i wish i knew. i wish to understand how human beings feel. but as i think deeper, i guess if i understand everyone, den it's no longer u or you or U or YOU.. or rather.. it's no longer unique.. everyone got their own personality i understand. but smetimes i juz dun lyk the wae u r.. y r u lyk tis? i felt unfair. irritated at times. i juz dun lyk.. it's lyk.. i haf a choice too..

aniwae! whoo! i went out todae.. kinda disappointed in myself cuz i cant even blade a few steps.. haiz.. den lyk.. in less den 5 mins, i fell down THREE times.. so hor.. i changed wif deb lo.. she blade den i cycle.. den tt pro adam blade lo.. but in the end is deb mi cycle adam blade cuz she saes tt the blade not smooth.. well. i kinda agree.. prefer her own blades..

den nxt we go bedok meet henry go claire's hse.. kinda late le ma. so din go tm.. den erm.. reached her hse le.. saw her eyes. look ok lar.. juz tt abit scary... =S den erms.. played sme games.. lyk truth or dare, UNO.. blah blah..

lazly is go back bedok eat dinner lo.. kfc.. lech was the erms.. 'waiter'? or rather the one at the counter lar.. hahaz. we 3 ate the 2 piece chicken meal n hahaz.. kinda choosy. =X yar..

tt's abt all..

life is so complicating.. if onli my world was simplier.. it wouldnt b so confusing for mi to understand certain things.. mabbe tis is how life is suppose to b.. experiencing new things every dae.. experiments n stuff.. haish.. hu noes wad will happen tomorrow.. wadeva it is.. life still goes on..

2005-05-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

ahhHHh~!! todae got maths n geog test.. wah lau eh.. both nvr finish sehz.. go n die lar.. the stupid world map.. den the geog i everythin oso dunno de.. haish. dun tok abt geog. maths.. wah lau!! i damn dumb sehz.. got graph den i oso dunno how to do.. den hor.. laz qns.. i veh qi sia!! haish. all careless..

aniwae~! went tm wif claire todae.. woots! guess wad.. i sae tis cutie lil ger hu kepy smiling at us. she's damn cute lor.. so sweet-looking.. den she noes how to dance can? den hor.. we luff she oso luff de. so cute!! so i took a foto of her. she's lyk so curious lookin at herself.. ahh~ so cute!!

nxt! woots!! off to claire's hse! muahahahz!! i played her guitar. k.. i dunno how to play la. juz noe how to hold.. hahaz! so fun sehz.. been holding on the guitar for lyk 1hr+ till her mum scold.. hahaz.. so heh heh! nxt time i shall play again..

hopefully tmr lehs.. can go orchard la.. gonna skip sch one dae. yay! dunno if i should b happi or wad la. but i'm still happi!

2005-05-12T20:39:00.000+08:00

wOohOo. i cut my hair liaos. juz a difference in the length n the thickness.. hahaz. look the same la...

wah lau todae sci n homec exam. can die lors.. the sci one got tis qns dunno wad 'write an essay on ur fave elements: potassium, chlorine and argon'.. wad CRAP sia!! forcing ppl to lyk tt stupid element onli. den make mi tink so long wad to write. den in the end i din finish my paper can?! eddie tan so cruel. argh!!

homec is lyk so erm hard? i din realli study.. den all i dunno de lors.. den sure fail liao lorz.. haish! nvm.. i shall look forward to the other tests.. heehee.

went tm wif abi n claire. wow.. we veh rich neh. after eating mac den we add together left 1.40.. =) we go walk here walk dere. den a while later go home liaoz lor... took 69 wif claire..

nth much happen todae la.. sianz~ haish.. cya guys.. tag my tagboard lehs.. lyk veh little things de.. heehee.. buaiz~!!

2005-05-10T13:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.. quite a long time nvr blog properly liaoz le.. i lyk one week + nvr blog liaoz?? hahaz.. sianz la. exams r oreadi here n yet im still so damn relaxed. todae no sch cuz it's e-revision. guess wad im doing. NTH. can u imagine.. my geog is lyk F9 n yet im still online here blogging. hais... u're rite. tis is plain laziness. well, alone at home wif jolin songs n cup noodle wif juz 2 eggs. pathetic enuff? n ya, the eggs r not cooked. =) wad kind of life is tis. i juz went starbucks ytd n many daes b4. spending lotsa $$. now, im juz too poor huh? haish. wadz rong wif mi? complaining almost everydae.

rite. exams.. it's all a piece of shit. my confidence tt i used to haf is all gone. now i see my future of getting juz a pass for all my exams. even my favourite subj maths. i haf problems is almost every subj. maths is graph. eng is language. geog is everythin. chinese is zao ju. lit is total crap. sci is ok but the reflection thingy. music is the stupid piano. homec is no longer fun cuz no prac.

haish. my life is in a mess rite now. im confused. i dunno wad u guys r tinking. i can no longer noe the ans to qns. i dun even noe if u ppl enjoy going out or being wif mi. i seriously dun noe. i haf no idea.

i read my entries when i firz had tis blog. oh man. i've changed so much. im no longer the happi-go-lucky woodbridge ger tt u noe. im lyk having pms or ap every now n then. juz wad the hell is rong wif mi todae. gdness i need sme1 to cheer mi up. im frustrated dunno over wad. im irritated but i dun noe y. im juz plain sick of todae. juz hope it passes quickly. now i feel more sian tinking of my tuition todae. 2 whole hours of maths. wah lau.

=[.irritating. frustrating. sickening.]=

2005-05-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

haish.. seems to b hated by everyone. no one toks to mi online. so wad for i use com rite? haish.. but nvm. i still got my darling fone wif mi =)

2005-04-28T21:27:00.000+08:00

ahh! pain ahh~!! pain ahh~~ PAIN AHH~~!!! hahaz.. i will nvr forget tis dae. i did sth to my ears. hahaz.. should noe wad la hor? PAIN AHH~! ahhh~!! hahaz.. it's painful.. lyk crab biting u.. or rather the pincers holding to u.. pain seh when the thing 'bang'.. hahaz.. i went to 77th street lor.. lyk.. erm.. got a bad feeling abt tt place.. lyk veh violent. so erm. ya la.. kinda scared.. but tt claire la.. lyk keepin wanting mi to pierce. haiyo! so go lor.. i oso wan to ma.. juz tt todae not veh prepared.. tt's y..

so.. we reach le.. wah.. kinda scary tt place. everythin black black de.. hahaz. i sat down on tis white chair. this ger came n said, 'ur firz time ahh?'.. i replied,'ya'.. 'wah.. u looked so relax'.. hahaz.. but actually im lyk very scared lorz.. so erm.. she applied sme cool thingy on my ears.. den erm.. dere cmes the 'gun'.. im lyk.. so jing zhang can..hahaz. i noe i sec2 liao la.. but firz time ma.. heehee.. 'bang' [dere's no sound la but juz to indicate tt it was 'shot'..] "ouch!! pain......ahhh........" *claire luffing* 'bang' "ahh~ah~ pain ahh........" hahaz.. damn funni leh.. i was lyk.. sorta jumping ard saying pain everywhere i go lor..

den erm.. walk ard saying 'pain'.. hahaz.. funni rite? kekez.. went home ard 7.30.. reached ard 8 ba.. =) sme1 pei wo hui jia wor.. hurhur.. at least not alone.. if not keep saying 'pain' ppl tink i siao de. ahahaz~

got back maths paper todae. the damn ez one. but lyk wah lau.. i actually made mistakes! ahh~!! stupid seh! how dumb can i get leh.. grr! all careless seh.. haiz.. hao qi ohh..
wah.. im sick can.. =( sick for ard 2 daes le.. cough + flu + cold. sian rite. haiyo.. sneezing here n dere de.. haiz. hopefully i get well b4 my oral nxt tues lor.. HOPEFULLY la.. kekez..

alrite.. tt's abt all. surprised i din cry. =D heehee.. cya guys. gd luck in exams.. jia you! buaiz~!

2005-04-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

these few daes hasnt been gd.. it's my 'birthdae week' but still i dun seem to b realli happi for the whole dae. haiz. why? can anione juz tell mi why pls. im suppose to b enjoying myself but i dun seem to. wad is rong wif mi this daes? am i having mood swings? pms? ap? i dunno.. can u guys tell mi wadz rong?

do i seem irritating? am i very clumsy? do u guys hate mi? u guys feel lyk avoiding mi? haiz. qns all in my head. spinning everywhere. but i ans to none. i dun haf any ans at all.

i closed my eyes. sees u in front of mi. when i opened. u were gone.
i frowned n cried. hid in a dark corner. where no one noes.
i realli wonder. if im tinking too much. or is it juz the fact?
smetimes i realli wanna noe. if u did cared for mi. if u ever spared a tot for mi.

to b continued...

haiz.. where r u?

2005-04-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

bOo! todae is a very special dae wor.. heehee.. it's moi birthdae! heehee. veh happi la.. alotta ppl rmb. ^v^ thx ppl... heehee.. now im gonna list the ppl i gonna thank~
*dEbBiE --> tHx for ur hUg! i shall b waiting for ur prezzie.
*cLaIrE --> tHx for ur very nIcE nIcE card frm the nIcE nIcE gAl =).
*aNtZ --> tHx for ur birthdae msg n ur belated prezzie? hAhAz..
*kAnGsHeNg --> tHx for ur PINK wallet.. hEehEe..
*hIgH-pItChErS --> tHx for the very CUTE doggie n the chick~ hEehEe
*L.A.M.E.R.S --> tHx for the small lil dOgGiE.. =D
*nIsE & AnGeL --> tHx for the lollip0p. n the very cOoL card~
*j0ash n asHwIn --> thx for the box of choco n wif the price tag still dere.. hahaz.. =p
*all others --> thank you all for ur very nice birthdae wishes? or rather erm.. erm. i dunno la... juz THANKS ALL... i lurve u guys.! *muackz*

k.. very happi but oso very sad cuz of the damn dae wif all the damn teachers being so dumb n stuff. they all lyk shit la. P.E.. haiz.. played captain's ball but seems lyk everyone is unhappi but nvm.. yusof wa lau eh.. sianz la. den recess was ok.. den after tt ms lee.. wah lau.. she p.m.s or wad.. scream here scream dere lyk dunno wad.. scold us for nth. wa lau eh. den ms raja.. sia la.. all the crap stuff not related to lit lor.. den maths. wah lau eh. sian la! graph AGAIN.. damn sian lor the whole dae.. den hw time.. wa lau eh... yusof AGAIN sia. SICK OF HIM LOR.. den wait till ard 4 den start sectionals. suppose to celebrate my b.d de lor.. wah lau. haiz.. all ruined~! but nvm.. choir's quite fun too.

-[=) happi. happi. birthdae~]-

2005-04-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

speech dae laz evening. wow.. choir performed. worn our syf costume. council ppl on duty worn costumes too. hahaz.. abi looked pregnant. =X heehee.. sylvia was cute! ahh~ hahaz.. choir sang quite well tho. juz tt dahil was kinda out of tune. hahz. dancing song the laz part wasnt realli together la.. oh ya btw. dance got GOLD! band got GOLD wif HONOURS! congrats ppl! now is the C.O.. jia you!

todae had T.A.G.. as usual mr oh is late. hahaz.. aniwae. we learnt a new song--> truly madly deeply... damn nice lor. the accapella version is lyk so damn nice.. omg.. ahh~ deeply in luv wif it..

after tt went for lunch wif deb, claire, nise, ryan, huiwen. yuan li.

wah lau. met this damn guy. i was lyk juz walking normally. but looking down on the floor cuz im kinda erm sad? den this guy in uniform came wif his donation cans. i wasnt lookin at his face den. he walked in front of mi wif tt donation can, not speakin a word. instead, having this stupid 'sad' look on his face.he showed mi his donation can n sorta tryin to ask mi donate. but i walked awae instead. as we walked lyk a few steps more. he shouted. 'dun tell mi u dun even haf 10cents!' hui wen turned bac n stared at him. he said 'oh sorri hor. not tokin to u'.. lyk wtf! juz shuddup!
den we erm.. walked bac cuz tm mac too many ppl. we wan to go the mac opp int.. so ya.. gonna walk pass tt damn guy. we all decided to stare at him as we walk pass. guessed he was there... we were rite. he is dere! we all stared.. den wad he do? he STARED too.. wif tt STUPID DAMN IDIOTIC look. we walked quite a distance later. he shouted n open his arms 'wei shen me ta men zhe yang? wei shen me?' wtf. he tink mediacorp here ah?? filming show ah? SHUDDUP N DIE LA. DAMN!
when going home. we were at tm once again to take neos ma. so go home will pass by tt stupid area again. we all feel very buay song rite. so we once stare at him. wad he do leh? he said 'run.. faster run.' in chinese. huiwen said 'oh y run? very 'funni' leh' ya.. true.. WAD THE HELL DO I RUN FOR? im lyk so wanting to gif him a tight slap on his face lor. DAMN! spoiler! argh!

k..aniwae. let's not let tt kinda IRRITATIN n IDIOTIC guy spoil our mood. =) nxt went to deb's hse. yuan yuan! deb's hamster. damn cute seh. took sme pics of her sitting down. hahaz.. played wif her till lyk 5.30 den went home. walked. den wah lau. rain! grr! so RAN home instead of walked. drenched. hahaz.. bathed den slp a while den here i am blogging.. =)

-[i will b strong i will b faithful cuz im counting on u~]-

2005-04-16T21:26:00.000+08:00

Truly Madly Deeply
i'll be ur drm i'll be ur wish i'll be ur fantasy
i'll be ur hope i'll be ur love be everything tt u need
i'll love u more wif every breath truly madly deeply do
i will b strong i will be faithful cuz im counting on..
A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning yeah~

*[chorus]* i want to stand with u on a mountain

i want to bathe with u in the sea
i want to lay lyk this foreva
until the sky falls down on me
and when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
i'll make a wish send it to heaven then make u want to cry
the tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
that we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of..
The highest powers in lonely hours The tears devour you~
*[chorus]*

[~bridge~] oh can u see it baby

dont have to close ur eyes
cuz it's standing right before u
all u need will surely come
i'll be ur drm i'll be ur wish i'll be ur fantasy
i'll be ur hope i'll be ur love be everything tt u need
i'll love u more every breath truly madly deeply do
*[chorus]*
i'll be ur drm i'll be ur wish i'll be ur fantasy
i'll be ur hope i'll be ur love be everything tt u need
i'll love u more wif every breath truly madly deeply do
i will b strong i will be faithful cuz im counting on u~

2005-04-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

omg! OMG! ahh~! im so freakin happi! excited! i guess i cant slp tonite.. hahaz.. ahh! ah!! *screams* ahh!!

todae~ our BIG dae man! n tt is.. choir's SYF dae! omg! OMG! so jing zhang.. so erm... focused i shall sae.. i mean everyone.. hahaz.. hmm.. how to start leh.. i shall juz sae wad i did todae la hor.. heehee..

early in the morning 5am.. i woke up.. feeling very tired n sleepy.. but after realising tt todae's my BIG dae. hahaz.. i kinda woke up frm my dae-drm.. hahaz. so erm.. had bread n plaijn water for breakfast.. cuz no milk allowed b4 our syf =) nxt.. bathing time! den changed into my costume n stuff.. den off to sch!
wahahzz.. in sch.. wow! everyone was so early can.. most in our costumes n make-ups.. mi still slackin ard.. walkin ard.. den ard 6.15 we had our warm-ups n started on our syf songs. We sounded quite ok den.. Nxt.. honey water! hahaz.. den.. erm.. ard 7.30 we went downstairs to wait for the bus.. b4 tt claire n mi bought sandwish... huhrur.. hungry ma.. =D
On the bus.. hahaz.. mr oh came up.. encouraged us. n said tt we improve ALOT alot compared to laz time he heard us... so happi! den he said tt he would shave BOTAK if choir gets GOLD.. hahaz.. The journey.. we were all singing the songs we learnt the laz time.. to sorta calm us down.. tho out of tune but.. HU CARES.. even darius n mrs loke were lyk luffing lyk crazi lor..
ReAcHeD! aRrIvEd! all of us looked quite smart wif all our costumes n make-ups. wow! scary wif those ns guys dere..[hahz.. claire.. NS GUYS.. hahahaz.. rmb wad i said? hahz.. HAHZ.. i cant stop luffing...].. tuning room.. wow! security man dere so scary n fierce-looking.. got timer sme mroe.. we r onli allowed 10mins.. so erm. he timed us lor.. we were all concentrating n looking at ms lye... we din waste ani time.. we sounded quite gd in the tuning room.. ms lye was sMiLiNg~ hurhur..
BeFoRe oUr tUrN.. we did stretching... chewing of bubble gum.. n stuff.. evreyone was lyk.. calming one another.. hugging each other.. n reminding each other on things to note.. hahaz..
fOcUsEd! time to go in le.. omg! tt was kinda scary.. hahaz.. i guess almost all of us looked confident n happi.. SMILES on all faces.. everyone focused on ms lye! i dun realli feel scared.. was quite calm.. the feeling on stage was great.. =) well.. |sunset -- ok|dahil saiyo -- laz part out of pitch but well.. whole choir created a new chord.. =/ |dancing song -- the stamping was simply GREAT! ms lye u rock man! woots.|
dOwnStagE? relaxed.. no stress... but still silence.. watching other choirs.. hmm.. felt scared when hearing the others.. cuz they dun realli sound gd.. so erm.. wondering if we sounded lyk them.. got one ger even said 'oh shit' den touch her face when she(solo) sang rongly lor.. tt ruined the whole song man! ms lye n darius were SMILING when we left.. =D [gd sign]
Back to SchooL.. ahh~ excited.. impatient.. kinda confident of getting a silver.. =) removed our make-up.. changed back to sch-U n lunch! hahaz.. we even sang b4 we went back class.. waste time ma.. =D
ReSuLtS!!! maths lesson.. wasnt feeling realli happi den.. mood swing. haiz.. den.... the announcement! omg.. sme teacher or hu ever announced tt CHOIR GOT GOLD FOR SYF!!! omg!! omg!! i should b happi! but i dunno y.. i din react.. =(

wow! tis is realli a very big dae for mi.. my firz SYF leh.. very firz one.. choir realli improved! im happi... =) ppl work harder! i believed we can improved even more! jia you ppl!
i wanna thank... ms lye for waking us up by scolding, darius for all those practises, mrs loke and miss soh for those encouragement.. n all choir members! not forgetting those hu wished mi gd luck.. thx ppl! lurve ya guys.. ^v^ i will NEVER forget tis dae n u ppl.. thx!

hmm.. life seems dead.. i dunno y again.. hahz. cheer mi up someone.. i dun realli feel happi.. well.. look at the brite side of life.. unhappi? slp n forget all troubles. smile my fren.. =) guess i should slp after packing my stuff.. haiz. how to make life more interesting? sme1 tell mi pls?

=[ cHoIr rOcKs! dIaMoNdS! jEw3Ls! ]=

xIa0yAn [*-*]

2005-03-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

whee~ yay!! w0oho0~ hp! hp! hp! yay!!!.. congratulate mi man! i got hp le! woot woot! got camera de wor! =P heehee.. im so happi!! i bought my fone on sundae.. hurhur.. quite lyk my fone now.. cuz got camera de! den can record sound de. den can take video de.. hahaz.. so nice my fone! whee~ tho not flip fone but still ok la.. the model is..... sony erisson K508i.. heh heh.. =D

hmm.. tmr sports meet.. schools involved are tms.. chong cheng.. duman high.. ngee ann.. hahaz. hopefully tmr tms will win lots of medals n awards! hurhur..

wah... choir costume.. change abit le.. juz the size la.. hahaz.. much more fitting.. so it looks nicer..the guys one lyk so smart can.. got tie sme more wor.. ours leh.. juz a piece of 'cloth'.. hahaz.. choir got improve anot leh? i dunno la.. but to mi.. it seems worst.. the speech dae rehearsal very cham lor.. each section cannot hear the other.. den out of tune! out of pitch! out of timing!! so we muz WORK HARDER!! *jia you!*

=[wHeE~ cUp NoOdLeS rOcKs wIf EgG!!]=

2005-03-17T12:00:00.000+08:00

LIFE
That little seed of faith we have

Is all that counts

Trusting your heart and soul
Is how we overcome
Mountains grow old together
The leaves of the trees fall over
The world is a place that will soon pass to eternity

Look at the bright side of life
Where the world never turns her back on you
Learn from all
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2005-03-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

wow.. back frm tis choir camp.. it wasnt as fun as i expected tho.. hahaz.. im feeling tired bcuz of slping on the hard classroom floor.. hahaz.. den those fans on top made mi so cold can.. haiz.. but nvm.. it's all over..

hmm.. did alotta tings in camp la.. prac.. mock syf.. games.. confidence walk.. well.. i find tt choir prac during camp is lyk. very cham? mezzos were lyk alwaes off lor.. either sharp or flat.. n it kinda suck? we may haf tried our bez la but still it's lyk worst den normally? tis is suppose to improve us one lor.. but nvm.. guess we r juz too tired.. the mock syf.. tt was lyk.. ok la.. we can sing better in sch.. dahil saiyo was screwed up.. games played.. water games were fun! heehee.. so fun being splashed.. =D den erm.. confidence walk.. well.. felt left out.. n bcuz of the band.. the walk was lyk sian~ onli can use 3rd n 4th storey lor.. wth.. >.< i onli got scared by darius. hahaz. den got tis guy at the staircase near the den.. so cute~ heehee. he covered himself wif uniform n giggled sth. so mi n mummy on n off the lights tryin to see hu he was so he lyk try to cover himself.. hahz.. very cute la tt guy..

at nite.. i guess not very fun cuz everyone slept quite early la.. suppose to lyk haf fun de lor.. i guess everyone's tired.. i dun feel happi actually.. tot tis would lyk cheer mi up but.. nvm.. erm.. choir got our syf constume le.. it kinda suckz can?.. or should i sae it's lyk shit? same la.. it's lyk so damn huge.. they tink wad. pyjamas ahh. it's maroon top black pants.. damn ugly lor.. esp the design... the buttons suppose to b hidden all the wae lor.. n the shoes suck too.. so lyk ah ma can.. yucks! imagine mi wearing tt to skool on 7 april.. omg! how many ppl would b wondering if im crazi or mentally unstable or sot or sme1 hu juz escaped frm woodbridge.. it's so lyk pyjamas!! haiz..

i hope choir can get a silver for syf.. let's all work hard.. dun hate ms lye.. she's gd afterall.. she's patient enuff wif tis choir le.. alrite.. i go haf my dinner.. gonna realli rest todae.. tmr haf tuition.. sianz~ hw haven touch.. haiz.. cya guys in skool.. gonna miss ya. =)

=[depressed.. unloved... sian...]=

2005-03-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

whoo~! Music Is It was yesterdae.. hmm... din realli enjoy the concert tho.. all bcuz of those idiotic bands.. fiza's band was quite gd.. den erm.. dere r sme bands which were damn idiotic.. scream here shout dere.. so noisy can?! n dere is tis band ahh.. sang 6 songs continuously lor.. n tt's the band which all my darlings including mi n bunny hated.. argh! lyk GO AWAE can.. sing 1 song enuff liao lor.. they tink they so nice ah? go die la.. stupid band..

whee~ took fotos.. not realli happi wif those weird weird fotos la.. hahaz.. claire's cam lyk no batt.. so sad. n the 3 darlings din get to take the bez foto!! >.< i felt so awkward.. den after the concert we went bowling.. hmm.. i wasnt realli happi tt time. tot of smeting else tt made mi depressed? sorry abt tt bunny.. suppose to tok de but i kept quiet.. sorry!

ah~ home.. finally.. but i dun wish to go home.. it's so sad to leave.. [n i gotta sae sth.. mi n bunny r juz frens k? ppl dun get the rong idea thank you..] the trip to bowling was peaceful.. peace at last.. relieved.. but still worrying.. i guess i enjoyed ryan's performance the most for the concert.. den when my darlings came my home i was happi too.. den the moments wif bunny was nice.. =) thx darlings.. thx bunny. love ya guys.. *smiles*

choir camp.. mondae to wednesdae.. tt's so long.. dun feel excited abt tt either.. juz cant wait for nitez.. i cant wait for nitewalk.. haiz.. sad seh.. tuesdae i will haf to miss choir prac.. cuz got tis student leaders workshop.. so sad rite.. haiz.. gonna miss ya guys for 2 daes man..

tt's abt all la. so long.. hahaz.. im still kinda sad bcuz of sme tings.. n erm my results suck.. failed geog. F9.. hopefully term 2 would b better ya?.. =) wish mi gd luck. i look forward to the nxt time we get together.. take care guys.. buaiz~

=[missing u..]=

2005-03-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

whee~ went marine parade.. heehee.. went wif claire to sign up for cip.. den hope tt we can do todae too. but they sae too many ppl le. so they call us to confirm lor.. hahaz.. my poor claire waited fot lyk 1 hr.. hahz.. she din noe tt i had hmt class.. poor thing.. deb n gang went dere firz.. they did cip.. so mi n claire went to haf lunch at starbucks. STARBUCKS leh!! so damn ex can.. *xin tong* but nvm.. the most i go on diet.. hahaz..

sInCe.. WE cant Do cip DeRe.. mUaHaHaHaz~ guess where we went?. =D pArKwAe PaRaDe!! hahaz.. went dere shopping.. n we bought 3 necklaces! each for 1 darling.. heehee.. den we wear on MII.. muahahas.. den claire n mi bought one more. toe ring! heehee.. k.. i noe i lame write wad i buy but nvm la hor. since i got nth to blog on. n im bored!~!~!

hmm.. nth much to sae leh. erm.. did i sae my darlings coming my hse?.. hahaz.. so excited!! whee~ MII.. mUsIc iS iT! whoo! cant wait!! *screams n jumps ard* heehee.. saturdae quickly cme.. eee! so happi!! whee~!

=[ai qing xuan ya]=

2005-03-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

bOO! 1 week nvr update liao le.. sch tis daes kinda sian la.. having lots of mood swings.. haiz~ but i guess i realli enjoy the time spent wif my darlings n abigail rachel and marie they all.. heehee.. =) altho go out wif abi she sot sot one la.. but still.. quite fun.. hahaz..

wHoo! cant wait for Music Is It man! seems so nice.. ryan beatboxing.. yay!! n b4 tt.. my darlings coming my hse wor.. =D tho my hse small but still. heehee. nvm la hor?.. oh man. reali cant wait for sat!.. haven realli decided wad to wear.. my bottom settle le.. left my top.. which leh? ahh. guess it'll b fun!

bEaTb0x! i wanna learn percussion.. it's so cool.. altho to mi it's hard. my darling learning too.. =) hmm.. i cant even do the basics neh... how ah?..

hmm.. tt's abt all la.. i cant wait for MII.. eeeee! so excited!! *screams* n hope i can pass my chinese test tt i haf tmr.. i din bring my textbk home! >.< how to study leh.. haiz.. so sad.. =( anw.. cya guys on MII~ heehee.. darlings.. cya at my hse. muahahahahas~

=[guan huai fang shi]=

2005-03-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

aye~ sick of skool le.. todae dere's a big prob wif mi lor.. i dun even feel lyk smiling. mood swing AGAIN. sianz~ wadz rong wif mi sia.. mabbe bcuz sme ppl ba.. sianz lor. in the same grp wif sme ppl.. den pw oso same grp seh.. den wah lau.. foreva 'sticking' to mi sia.. argh! k la.. not realli sticking but juz tt i dun realli lyk it ya.. haiz~ where is my freedom???..

tmr got lit.. needa act.. cham lor. my grp is lyk. laz min doing. n now still haven finish. we firz grp to act leh! now we need materials.. as in props.. well. hard to find.. n where r u ppl?? where r u??? haiz. faster faster cme online ba. im tired. *yawns*.. haiz.. n i dun wanna act tt character! im sure tt person dun wan too..

haiz.. dun lyk her sia. took my sci assignments den myself dun haf.. am i juz too DUMB? k.. she's sitting in front.. den scared teacher check her files. she was caught once for not having the complete assignment set.. im sitting at the back.. lyk i not scared teacher collect those files for checking.. haiz~ wad should i do? lend or not? tell mi pls....

SLI.. im not excited. i tink im not suitable to bcme SC lor.. seriously. im juz slacking. not doing my job well.. haiz.. my results arent tt gd either.. haiz..

hmm.. tt's wad i dun lyk abt my life now la.. so erm. let's hope for the better.. wish i juz dun grow up n stay in pri skool. luv ya guys.. luv ya darlings hu r alwaes by my side when i need ya.. thx ppl hu haf alwaes been giving advices. tag my board ya. =D

2005-02-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

haiz.. so many tings happen.. happi n sad.. wad is tis sia.. geog test todae.. damn cham seh.. tho onli 1 chapter rite.. i tink is so hard. i studied but i din pay attention during class.. so laz minute revision is of no use at all lor.. >.< geog confirm fail le la.. my studies damn bad sia.. si le la.. haiz.. *shakes head*

pe todae.. sian~ ran 1.2km(2 rounds ard the skool).. well.. timing damn lousy seh.. compared to pri sch is so cham lor.. how? im growing fat n losing all my potential.. why am i lyk tis?

ahh~ life is so boring.. skool is so damn sian.. ppl ard mi all weird weird de.. sme sot sot de (including mi).. sme sian sian one.. sme tok crap one.. sme kan bu shuang one.. haiz~ sIaNz~ y r they all lyk tis? why?.. n y do i haf tis weird weird mood swing??.. y??? wei shen me... in skool im kinda happi.. but at home im so sian n sick.. haiz~ im weird.. yes i am.. can all my qns marks b answered? -[???]-

ahh.. i wan my hp! hu r u? hu r u? hu r u?? argh!! im sick of tis actually.. having so many ppl i dunno de.. tho less den 5 but haiz. hu r u???? >.< eee.. no $$ no hp.. eee!! im going crazi for no reason. sme1 save mi..

-[why~ tell mi...]-

2005-02-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmm.. choir n tag todae.. woohoo~! choir made improvements.. tt was great man.. improved in a bit of the volume, the tone sounded better and the pitching was better too. so great! i improved i guess.. =D happi.. but i tink i needa learn how to control breath.. ima alwaes outta breath.. =X

nxt was tag.. straight after choir.. hmmmm.. quite short la tag.. den met 3 newcomers. none came into mezzos. went to altos n sops instead.. they were all gals.. ya.. so tag learnt a new song. juz a short little one.. hahaz..

after choir.. muahahhaas.. deb, claire, henry, denise n mi went katong to have laksa! sooo damn nice. den we went bowling without denise cuz she has to go smewhere else.. den henry played bowling for the firz time n scored the highest among the rest! so pro.. my score was lyk.. 50+ n 70 i tink. dunno la. ard dere.. so lousy... i still target 100+..

den nxt.. we went to parkway parade.. walk walk ard finding food.. den lyk all so ex.. mi n claire bought sme rotiboy bread on the way.. so damn nice.. should haf bought 2 lor.. but nvm. nxt time.. den we went looking for ice-cream.. we went mac.. hoping for 25cents ice-cream.. but hu noes the stupid machine was down.. so went to buy the $1 one outside instead..

lazly we went home lor.. reach home lyk ard 6.. ya. haiz.. wonder if i can go 'music is it'.. i wanna go.. mum din reply to wad i asked.. waiting for her reply.. hope tix still selling.. haiz.. kinda sad tis few daes.. =( felt lonely.. felt upset.. disappointed.. haiz....... wo wu hua ke shuo la.. tag rockz! buaiz~!

=[ru guo nan guo. qing ni wang liao wo]=.=[LIARS SUCK!]-

2005-02-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

*yawns* so tired... i feel so sleepy. so lifeless.. not in a mood to tok.. i dunno y.. haiz... life's kinda boring huh.. todae got council meeting.. den rehearsal on sli abit la.. mr mubarak is lyk so strict?.. i not sure la.. he lyk kinda unhappi wif the council bcuz of our attire n our discipline.. kinda true tho.. *yawns* i wanna slp.. nth much to blog la.. oh ya.. ima making pizza on fridae.. n dere's choir n tag prac tis sat.. whee~! where shall i go after tt leh?.. hmm. *wonders* hu wanna go out ask mi ok? =D firz cme firz serve.. hahaz. i oso abit sot.. **yawns** i see stars.. [ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai].. alrite.. tt's all ppl... =) tag my board hor.. if u got new bloggie web tell mi hor.. *sleepy n tired*

2005-02-12T12:18:00.000+08:00

wah... so long nvr update le.. cuz im kinda tired.. hmm.. new year juz passed.. haven over la.. so i wish u guys a happi chinese new year! =p well.. my new year wasnt very happi la.. 1st dae went to ah ma hse n i lyk.. sat dere for 3 whole hours? damn sian lor.. wanna noe y? cuz my parents went to buy STH.. the Q damn long.. so i was dere with my ah ma n da gu lor.. sianz sia tt dae. den after tt went cousin hse lor..

2nd dae.. relatives n mum's frenz came my hse.. well.. tt dae was the worst lor.. online nobody de.. den mum's frenz daughters n sons.. tho ard the same age as mi..n we all noe each other lyk long time ago.. all nvr tok to mi one lor.. lyk wad the....haiz... mei ban fa.. 2 gers very gd frenz.. den if i interrupt lyk very bad.. den the guys wif my cousin play lor.. the rez of the relatives all adults le. nth to tok.. so i was in my room all dae.. doing nth.. juz staring at my com.. haiz.. bad dae sia..

3rd dae.. sch.. sianz.. i woke up late bcuz of my mum.. so i was rushing to sch.. den had a meeting wif my class cuncillors after sch.. tt was. haiz.. sianz.. one toking lots of crap.. another repeating wad the other sae.. i shall not mention names.. 2 din come.. 1 got meeting the other got cca.. haiz.. so onli 4 of us.. miss lim very unfair seh.. other ppl combine ours one class onli.. haiz.. but nvm.. at least a bit kinda easier to communicate...

4th dae.. which is todae.. sian.. i going out very soon.. to my cousin new hse.. haiz.. mum frenz coming again.. so im gonna b a loner AGAIN..sianz.. i prefer my frenz seh. they so much better.. haiz...

k.. sme hapi stuff.. im so happi cuz im able to wear my new clothes finally.. n my new sports shoe.. well.. i still lack sth... my HANDPHONE.. when can i ever have it? dad sae if i wan.. use my own angbao $$.. should i?? my angbao $$ onli got ard 200 lor. use le left half.. haiz.. how? how? how????

alrite.. tt's all abt my few daes which is lyk damn long?.. well.. happi new year la.. gong xi fa cai.. hong bao na lai.. =p buiaiz ppl. stay cool n happi alrite.. cya!

2005-01-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

bOo! hahaz.. long time no update le.. quite alot of things happen.. hmm.. firz is got assembly performance.. den nxt is abt todae.. yea... hahaz.. actually. not much la hor?.. hahz.. kkz.. let's see wad happen.. hmmmm..

assembly prog.. well.. it suckz.. yes it suckz.. y do i sae tt leh?.. cuz.. well.. mezzos din sing the whole of verse 2 for the 2nd song.. haiz.. disappointment in sme1.. but nvm.. it's all over.. =)

todae.. woots! i had my haircut le.. n... aHhHhHh! so short le.. i xin xin ku ku let my hair 'grow' until so long le.. den she sae cut until so short.. ask her trim 1 inch onli she cut so short.. haiz.. see la. wasted! but nvm la.. i shall b pAtIeNt n wait for my hair to bcme long once again.. =) n yay! new sports shoes!! whee~! budden not the type i lyk leh.. so plain de.. my laz time one nicer.. =p budden so ke lian le.. everything look so old.. hahaz.. den lyk beggar shoe.. hahaz.. =X so new shoes are still needed..

hmm.. movie! hahaz.. went out wif panda to watch tis movie called.. fighter in the wind.. well.. quite nice la.. sme karate thingy.. i dunno much abt tis la.. hahaz. cuz i was tinkin abt sth else at the same time too.. =X heehee. kinda violent leh.. the guy use hand to hit a stone oso can brk into 2 lor. pro rite. den fite the bull oso... tt guy abit sot sot de la.. hahaz.. den his gf very ke lian leh.. they nvr see each other for lyk damn long.. den in the end they nvr show wad happen.. stupid sia.. den they lyk very loving lor.. the ger hor is cute cute de.. budden rite.. the guy is so ugly lor! cut his stupid hairtyle la haiyo!

hmm.. i guess nth else le.. so erm... buaiz buaiz.. hahaz..

2005-01-22T17:47:00.000+08:00

haiz.. wad the hell man.. everyone was pissed laz nite in the council conv.. sIanz.. tt stupid conv.. should haf left long ago.. but din.. end up everyone quarrelling.. den PISSED.. well.. try to piss mi off?.. too bad.. i dun gif a damn. but sme ppl just too much.. cant stand sme of them.. argh! suckers!

ya.. tt was yesterdae.. i guess many ppl hates mi too ehh...frm tt conv.. i can see.. hmm.. not hate ba.. juz dislike.. k.. yes i suck. yes im stupid. yes im juz a nobody. happi? SHUANG LE BA? I SUCK ALRITE?..

haiz.. i feel so hurt.. *cries out loud* yes i noe im weak.. but hu cares? it's my life.. so i shall juz MIND MY OWN BUSINESS.. correct?.. so no one truely understands mi.. when im sad.. hu's dere to console mi? when im happi? hu's dere to share the joy? practically no one? mabbe dere is.. well.. i dunno.. all my frenz hu were dere when i needed them.. thx alot.. true frenz.. how to find?.. n where to find?. can anione tell mi pls??..

life suckz. u can hate for all u wan.. i dun mind.. cuz i dun gif a damn! get it? lemme repeat.. I DUN GIVE A DAMN!. thank you.. so mabbe u'll find a change in mi.. but mabbe not.. depends on the wae u look at mi. well.. i hate myself. yes i HATE myself. n i hate tis world. y muz i b in tis world where cruelty is? wadz the use of living when i cant even find a reason to live for. tell mi god. y cant i juz die? haiz.. LIFE KINDA SUCKZ EH?..

sme sucking shit signing off here.. =)

2005-01-17T18:40:00.000+08:00

wahahz.. few daes din blog le.. so i gonna update now. hahaz.. hmm.. kinda enjoyed my daes?.. hahaz. saterdae i went ktv after duty.. wahahz.. quite fun singing dere.. heehee..

nxt dae.. sundae.. wahahaz.. went shopping for new yr clothes! whee~! so happi.. hahaz.. bought 2 sleeveless tops n 1 bottom.. the colours abit weird la.. navy green n purple+red?. hahz.. spent ard.. 50+ lor.. gd enuff le.. hahaz.. i still can buy more.. muahahaz..

den todae.. hmm.. sianz.. pe.. haiz.. carry the stupid bench up n down.. stupid soh la.. haiz.. he shout den now no voice le. wahahz. huo gai! den after tt geog.. wa lau! yusof lor! tt idiot.. going to slp le lor. haiz.. den after sch oso yusof leh! idiot.. den he teach his geog n we cant do our hw lor.. tt idiot! so for tis hw time.. we onli did 4 pages of geog.. lyk. -_-".. haiz..

so home i am bloging.. hahaz.. k.. tt's kinda lame.. so yea.. hopefully the nxt few daes of 'hw time' would b better. 2hrs doing hw in skool.. well.. hope ba.. cya guys ard.. buaiz~!

2005-01-13T18:42:00.000+08:00

omg. omg.. OMG.. OH MY GOODNESS!!! todae was a realli realli bad dae.. i mean the start of the dae.. haiz.. wanna noe y?.. hmm.. i shall share it wif ppl hu read my blog.. hahz.. kz.. todae is my turn n my classmate turn to b flag bearer ma.. i pulling skool flag.. den sch de cannot b faster den national.. so lyk.. k.. i was scared la.. den the command speaker says:"sch pls get ready for pledge taking.." blah blah.. i was up dere le.. feeling scared.. but not worst den 1st time.. den rite.. the song goes on.. i was kinda fast at firz.. den.. half the song finish le.. national flag haven reach half.. den stand bhind + seniors were lyk.. "faster.. slower..faster.." we mis-heard la.. i tot mine faster?.. she tot hers slower?.. so my flag was lyk.. going to overtake le lor.. OMG.. den whole song finish le rite. flags still hanging in the middle but higher abit.. so damn slow! so i was trembling.. OMG.. OMG.. bad start of the dae man..

so nxt are all lessons.. blah blah.. den after sch.. madeline wan us to prac.. but lyk no other sec2s ard xcept mi n abi.. yea.. so we prac.. quite fun tho.. hahaz.. n we finish a jizsaw puzzle! whee~! gonna go sch early to do tmr.. wahahz.. fun u noe.. heehee..

so now.. im here blogging. n waiting for some ppl to cme online... im so bored now.. alone here doing nth.. haiz.. nth much to blog oso la.. hahz.. n yea.. gd luck to ppl in the karaok comp! hahaz... jia you wor... heehee. cya guys ard.. buaiz buaiz~!

2005-01-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

whee~! 2nd week of skool.. hmm.. todae.. lyk shit man.. it rained in the afternoon.. >_< i wanted to try pulling the flag de lor.. but haiz.. when i juz started to pull. it rained.. ahh!!! but nvm. another dae den try.. wahahaz..

hmm.. todae quite suay sia.. keep seeing the person whom i dun realli lyk la.. haiz.. every mondae will b lyk tis.. haiz.. suay lor.. den rite.. even more suay.. tmr got mo xie! ahh!! 2 paragraphs + 1 stupid poem lor! haiz..

tt's abt my suay suay dae.. todae i had pe. den take height n weight.. wells.. wanna noe my height?.. ahahaz.. so short. 157!! den my weight leh.. 40.5.. omg.. lyk so.. skinny?. hahz.. but i tot ima fat??.. hmm.. weird mi.. hahaz..

after skool.. ahahz.. went 7-11.. heehee.. actually wanna go bedok int de.. budden 2pm le we still in skool toking to pamela.. ahahz.. so we went 7-11 lor.. raining leh! hahz.. but we walk in the rain still.. ahahahaz..

hmm.. nth much to write le.. hahaz.. so cya guys.. S.C rockz! heehee.. buaiz buaiz~~!! wish mi gd luck for tmr mo xie.. haiz.. hope i dun fail.. tt's all i can sae.. tAtA~

2005-01-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

*yawnz*.. so tired after sec 1 bbq + pmp yesterdae n todae.. haiz.. but quite fun tho la.. hahaz.. i tis fews daes lazy to blog.. too tired ma..

hmm.. yesterdae.. laz dae of sec 1 orientaation.. hmm.. skool start.. den 1 period after reess. report council room.. brought the sec 1s up to hall for investiture! whee~! den nxt.. ard 1+ went for choir prac.. got sme new members.. after choir prac is the mini concert for sec 1s.. hmm.. choir, band, c.o and dance performed.. hahaaz.. den nxt is council bbq.. well.. i din do much la.. my duty is lyk cleaner?. hahz.. i was cleaning up wif abi all along lor.. after bbq le still cleaning up lor. so im the cleaner! hahz.. den after all tis.. went home lor..wah.. go home part kinda scary.. y leh.. cuz mi, abi, audrey and yanshan took 229.. den on the bus rite. met one sot sot uncle asking us to learn ballet frn him??? omg.. weird weird guy.. den we decided to alight at my bus stop n change another 229 lor.. so i went home.. reach home ard 9.30.. yea..

todae! more fun! hahaz.. my duty suppose to b 2nd shift.. budden i came for both la.. heehee. fun ma.. den i did carpark for both shifts! heehee.. suppose to b ground usher de.. but i change.. heh.. so fun using the wocky.. heehee.. den i was slacking all along.. the guys directing cars i sit down chat.. i was chatting wif kang sheng la.. hahaz.. den after duty went katong laksa again! den of cuz bowling.. but i onli play 1 game lor.. score 80+.. still din reach 100.. haiz.. den mi, lek, kang sheng and royce went tm n follow kang to see his shoes tt he wanted to buy.. but dun haf... so while walking met audrey, madeline n shermaine.. kang sheng n royce went home. so mi n lek so follow audrey they all lor.. den walk walk walk.. lazly go home le.. i went home wif lek.. madeline wif shermaine n audrey alone.. end of story..

hmm.. end of story le.. so bye everyone.. cya soon i hope.. heh.. go bowling nxt week hopefully.. kekez.. buaiz buaiz~! nitez n swit drmz.. gdnite! tag my tagboard hor.. =D

2005-01-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm.. a number of daes not updating blog le.. hahaz.. too tired after all skool + council stuff.. todae got no hw.. tt's y can update.. =P tis few daes to bz la.. hahaz.. takin care of those sec 1s.. bringin them ard skool..

so todae.. well.. i pulled the skool flag in front of everyone including the sec 1s for the firz time!! ahh~! so scary.. i wad shivering up dere lor.. omg.. but it's fun.. heehee.. lucky the flag din drop.. =X hahaz.. i was too slow.. but miss lim sae nvm.. quite smooth.. heehee..

tmr sec 1 investiture + cca orientation + bbq.. whoo~! hahaz.. but sianz neh.. got choir prac still.. haiz.. =( i hope tmr the cca orientation will go smoothly.. den bbq everyone got their share.. investiture sec 1s b guai.. hahaz.. den i happi le.. haiz.. i dun wanna perform.. my voice nowadaes suckz lor.. i wanna go help the council.. more fun dere..

well.. i guess tt's all for todae ba.. i dunno wadda write le.. tmr den update again.. heh.. more details tmr.. cya guys! happi playing wif sec 1s. heh heh... buaiz~!

2005-01-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

sch re-opens todae. no lessons! hahaz.. great man.. heehee.. but todae is damn boring lor.. listen to a couple of talks.. haiz.. sit in the hall until sian lor.. my class frm 2/1 change to 2V.. dunno wad shit is tis lor.. haiz.. n my form teacher is mdn cheng.. tt one i tink quite ok la.. budden one thing.. hu's my maths teacher? STUPID CRAP KIM TU!!!!! wad shit is tis lor.. i get back the same maths teacher hu doesnt even noe how to teach properly. wa lau.. buay tahan lor.. stupid.

so sch todae was total crap?.. mabbe ba.. no lessons.. well.. tt was nice.. so nxt.. sec 1 orientation.. sec 1s tis yr looks sooo cute.. all small small de.. hahaz.. most dun realli tok.. they lyk shy shy de?.. hahaz.. n well.. my partner.. i simply buay tahan.. seriously.. sorry to sae la fren if u ever cme here.. hahz.. but i realli realli buay tahan.. sorry.

hmm.. after all the sec 1 orientation stuff.. wahahahz.. hu's b.d todae?.. madeline! whee~! went to celebrate wif her + other councillors.. so fun man! went bowling!! woohoo! score todae was so much better.. ahahaz.. but din hit 100 tho.. haiz.. nvm la.. i still try to hit 100. hee.. lek got turkey lor.. so pro rite.. hahaz.. i tink todae's b.d celebration was simply fun.. hahaz.. lek go ard bullying ppl lor. so bad lor tt lek. =X hee..

ahhh~! tired.. my face dunno y pain leh.. hahaz.. dunno hit where la. my entry todae kinda long ah.. hahaz.. kkz.. end of todae's entry.. cya guys in sch.. buaiz~!

2005-01-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

hmm.. sch re-opening tmr le.. firz dae of sch i wonder if got lessons.. hopefully not ba.. alot ppl sae no lessons.. hahaz.. hopefully true ba..

well.. sch re-opens.. gd or bad leh?.. i tink both.. hahaz.. gd bcuz can see frenz.. dun haf to stae at home n rOt~~~ budden bad bcuz muz wake up early.. haiz... not enuff slp.. hahaz.. so now muz slp earlier le.. if not sure cannot wake up for sch tmr.. hahaz..

hao ba.. todae's post shall b short.. needa slp u see.. tho actually i cant slp.. woke up at 10.30 todae lor.. how to slp now leh.. hahaz.. too much slp le.. kkz.. i should b slping soon.. hope my form teacher is sme nice one.. gd luck to everyone nxt yr.. jia you in ur studies! buaiz buaiz~!

2004-12-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

hmm.. haven been bloggin for quite sme time le.. abit kinda lazy to blog la.. hahaz.. kkz.. nth much happen tis few daes la.. juz went out sme things.. hahaz..

yesterdae.. i went for meeting in skool.. tt meeting was juz abt 9 ppl.. hmm.. very few ppl hor.. the meeting was quite 'fun'.. hahaz.. den after meeting.. most of them went for lunch at katong.. had katong laksa! whoo! so nice.. yummy.. den nxt! whee~ bOwLiNg!! hahaz.. ard 6 ppl went.. hahaz.. all of them pro in bowling de lor.. all high marks.. i lowest ehh.. hahz.. i got 55 lor.. haiz.. so lousy.. dunno wad happen to mi tt dae.. hahaz.. oh wells.. nvm.. i will improve the nxt time! =)

hmm... todae... went for choir.. choir prac wif tis bitch ms lye.. argh! tot was sectionals lo.. but it's not.. sIanz.. hmm.. after so long n finally back to choir.. not quite used to singing yet.. hahz.. my singing suckz lyk shit todae.. sang out of tune! out of pitch! argh! grr! haiz.. so paiseh lor.. haiz.. but it's all over.. so hu cares.

sch re-opening soon le.. which means bz bz bz bz bz! hahz.. getting ready for sec 1 orientation n stuff.. gonna b kinda bz la.. hahaz.. kk.. signing off here.. buaiz~! cya guys when sch re-opens.. miss ya! ;)

2004-12-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas everyone!! hahaz.. juz a few more minutes b4 christmas ends.. hahaz.. im gd enuff to at least wish u guys merry christmas.. rite?.. =D hahaz.. kkz.. well.. hope everyone enjoyed their christmas todae.. =)

hmm.. went out wif parents todae to orchard road.. whee~! but din buy anithin.. haiz.. went plaza sing.. nth nice for mi to buy lor.. so sad.. so we walk here walk dere.. until leg oso pain.. hahaz.. den mum n dad dun wan walk dere liao.. so we went outside.. walk here walk dere.. den go home lor.. go home liao i find tt my leg hurts.. dunno y oso.. siao one la.. hahaz.. mabbe sprain or sth.. aiya.. dunno la...

nth much happen todae lor.. juz tt dad was toking abt buying a new hp for mi nxt yr.. well.. as u can see.. my wishlist got my drm fone rite.. my drm fone is e700a rite.. hahaz.. yea.. i go see the price.. wah.. 0_0 $200+ lor.. so ex.. haiz.. ex for mi la.. cuz i not so rich ma.. den haiz.. dun tink will get tt fone nxt yr lor.. mabbe another model ba.. budden got hp gd le la.. so juz let mi drm of my drm fone.. hahaz..

hmm.. nth much to sae le.. ppl enjoyed urself la hor?.. hopefully ba.. so erm.. for the laz time.. merry christmas!! hahaz.. santa going home le.. needa sae gdbye rite.. i oso need to sae gdbye.. wah.. crap sia... kkz.. cya ppl.. =) nitez n swit drmz!! buaiz buaiz~!

2004-12-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

whee~! back frm camp n stuff.. so tired.. hahaz.. esp yesterdae.. well.. council camp was xtreme fun! i luv council camp most compared to the others i had tis year.. yea.. so lets tok abt the camp n stuff~!

hmm.. 21 dec.. we firz went dragon boating at kallang.. wow.. tt was fun.. but i hurt myself.. my poor little thumb, knee n leg.. quite minor la.. hahaz.. thru dragon boating.. i learnt how to use the paddle.. hahaz.. crap sia.. dragon boating was tiring.. n one more thing.. the sea water dere is damn salty!!! den water splash everywhere.. when dry le u see salt particles on ur hand.. funni rite.. we had competition btween sec 2s, sec 3s and sec 4s.. sec 4s won.. sec 2s laz.. ahaha.. but it's ok la.. juz a frenly match.. =)
so nxt we haf the scavenger food hunt.. we were divided into grps.. my grp name: Grumpy (ahaha.. grumpy ppl r all very grumpy) den we went katong and bedok to find food lor.. the food tt we ate quite nice la.. esp durian.. kekez.. yea.. quite fun la.. we tried to trick madeline.. =X hahaz.. den we came back sch.. had sme water games.. n dinner..
Nxt.. ish a night of talent.. well.. tt was quite funni la.. den we did the frenship dance..boi n ger partner lor.. we stand in circle n danced 1 whole round.. knowing more councillors.. n laz.. is confidence games n confidence walk.. confidence games is abt eating sme gross food lor.. juz need 3 rep in each grp can liao.. so lucky not mi.. hahaz.. last event of the dae.. confidence walk.. tt was quite fun la.. walking in pairs.. den excos trying to scare others.. i got scared a few times lor.. hahaz.. quite fun..
so is bathing n slping time! tt was late after confidence walk.. abt 12.. mi n mi fren dun wanna slp.. cannot slp ma.. so we tok tok wif a grp of GUYS..hahaz.. y guys leh.. cuz most gers wan slp.. sad lor.. den we din tok much.. juz sit n listen to guys tok.. we tok tok tok until 4+ lor.. so late rite.. n finally we went to slp..

2nd dae.. 22 dec.. woke up at ard 6.. haiz.. not enuff slp.. n the stupid mat or wadeva we slp on is so hard!! so everywhere oso suan.. hahaz.. we ate breakfast den went for morning jog.. after all tt.. the whole council set off to pulau ubin! whee~! cYcLiNg!! so fun dere.. hahaz.. tho tiring la.. but it was fun.. i turned black oso.. hahaz.. we cycled for lyk 3-4 hours.. i tink.. so long rite.. hahaz.. we took lotsa fotos too.. fun trip to pulau ubin.. den we brk camp at ard 4+ i tink... cuz we still haf sec 1 regsitration duties the nxt dae..

23 dec.. sec 1 registration dae.. quite tiring oso la.. mi foyer usher.. haiz.. had to stand.. duty end ard 11.. den we n abigail went 7-11 to buy things.. we bought bubble tea oso.. so not nice lor.. yucks.. will nvr buy tt flavour again.. den we went home.. ard 12+ i went out again.. to smewhere wif sme ppl.. hahaz..

end of my story-telling.. wah.. so long sia.. ppl dun complain hor.. tis is one entry for 3 daes k.. hahaz.. kkz.. happi reading =) thnx ppl for visiting my blog.. wahahahaz.. u guys sure got miss mi rite.. =p hahz..miss mi sae so la.. dun keep quiet.. hahaz.. kkz.. signing off here.. bUaIz~!

2004-12-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

whee~! council dae camp todae.. not realli considered camp cuz we had training most of the time.. it was tiring in sme wae but quite fun though.. hahaz.. kinda enjoyed myself todae..=) so tmr i will b staying overnite in skool.. guess i would b chatting all nite wif my fren instead of slping.. hahaz.. so i wont b blogging for one dae.. hahaz.. realli gonna miss u guys..

so lemme tok abt wad happen todae during the camp.. woke up at 8 tis morning.. suppose to report at 8.30 n din noe..=X so heh.. late lor.. but nvm.. miss lim din scold.. wahahaz..=) so yea.. had games for abt an hour.. played 'tug-of-war' n 'dog n bone'.. tt tug-of-war made my hands n fingers numb lyk dunno wad.. so painful lor.. haiz.. now my hands dunno y numb.. hahaz..

nxt is sErIoUs stuff.. miss lim told the council abt nxt yr's duty n so on.. yea.. so for sec 1 investiture.. im a class councillor in charge of taking them to various places.. n my partner is actually a gUy fRm NoRtH pOlE!!!!!!! ahhh~! iMaGiNe myself partnering tis north pole guy... wah lau.. can die lorz... todae tok to him i oreadi buay tahan liao.. haiz.. lucky onli 3 days.. =)

hmm.. had training for flag bearers n command speakers.. so im a flag bearer.. *tHaNk gOd not command speaker* hahaz.. so in charge of the skool flag.. ya.. gd enuff la.. n todae i got my council t-shirt le.. so nice.. hee.. but i guess kinda big for mi.. ahahaz.. den yea.. quite fun training la.. hahaz..

wow.. todae's so long.. hope tt tmr will b fun.. dragon boating tmr.. pulau ubin on wed.. ahaha.. hope will b fun la.. i haven pack my bag.. hahaz.. so k.. miss u guys!! cya when i return.. =) buaiz ppl..

2004-12-19T22:10:00.000+08:00

19th of dec.. hmm.. guess wad SpEcIaL occasion izit todae.. wahahz.. cannot guess ba.. It's... *drum-roll.. drum-roll*..... It's my dad's birthdae!!.. ahahaz.. not my birthdae ar.. well.. hApPiE bIrThDaE tO mY dAd~ (tho he dun read tis but nvm la hor..)

back to myself.. hmm.. todae.. another slacking dae... ahahaz.. frm wanna do hw to playing maple again.. hahaz.. so i wonder how am i going to finish my hw in 1 week's time... hmmm... still hoping tt i can finish all b4 sch re-opens.. hOpE~ n todae i kinda happi la.. receive so many fone calls.. hahaz.. finally can chat wif my frenz.. =D ahahaz.. so happi~!

hmm.. tmr i going camp le.. tmr is day camp.. so which means i coming back... well.. my seniors sae tt tmr gonna b dirty.. hmm.. wonder wad games they gonna play.. n i'm not at all excited.. i dunno y.. mabbe bcuz i went to too many camps tis year le ba.. i simply hope the camp will b fun.. (tho i tink otherwise) oh man.. i realli gonna miss u guys.. =( ah~ juz a few daes onli.. =) kkz.. ending my blog here.. tag my taggie blog alrite?..=D thx guys!

2004-12-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

ahHhHh~! i started playing maple n din realli do my hw!!.. oh gosh.. die manz.. haiz.. oh wells.. i'll do my hw tmr.. =) cant blieve i play maple for so long n din get sick of it.. ahahaz..

hmm.. nth much happen todae.. juz staying at home n copying jian bao n wAiTiNg FoR tHe WaTeR for mi to bathe.. =X hahaz... sme plumber or sth came n did sth to the water pipes downstairs.. they told us cannot use the water in the bathroom for two hours..TWO HOURS!! haiz.. so long lor.. den wan go toilet oso cannot.. tOrTuRe!! hahaz.. jkjk~ aiya.. dunno wad they do the pipes oso.. but hu cares.. can use can liaoz..

haiz... nxt week i gonna b kinda bUsY~ got council camp.. wonder if it's fun.. hope ba.. camp for 2 daes.. so i gonna miss u guys... =( but ahaha.. 2 days onli.. =) ... well.. i tink i will cme back n look black.. hahaz.. hope no accidents.. =X hahaz.. kkz.. i shall end here den.. buaiz ppl.. thx for visiting..=) n LINK ME!!!.. =D

2004-12-17T17:06:00.001+08:00

whee~! blog done.. kekez.. tis blog is done wif a little help frm my darling debbie!!.. *claps claps* wahahahaz.. hmm.. debbie at moi house now!!.. so happi!!.. oh well.. we suppose to do our hw la... those jian bao.. but heh.. we ended up playing..=X hee.. we tried to do la....BUT.. we cant.. heh.. hopefully can finish before sch re-opens ba..

aHhHhHhH~!!!! i miss bowling!i miss cycling!i miss going out!i miss T.A.G!*screams* i miss so many things!! *cries* i wanna go bowling again.. it's so fun!! (tho i dunno the correct way of bowling..xp) hmm.. dunno wadda sae le.. update nxt time den.. cya~ =)

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